It doesn’t happen to me too often, but it kinda has today. I’m usually pretty laid back and just let things happen knowing that it will all work out ok. Today wasn’t totally different i still knew that and i didn’t freak out or anything, but a slightly overwhelmed feeling started to creep up on me a couple of times. There’s been hints of that at work lately as my primary teammate was moved off to other endevors leaving me as the sole (up to speed) person doing what i do. It’s not so much that i have more to do than i can handle, i don’t really, but i don’t have the time i used to have to play around with stuff, prepare for the future, learn something new etc. That sucks that’s one of the main things i liked the most about my job.
Well add that consistent feeling at work to coming home today and looking at my todo list and the email’s i’ve marked that i have something to do about and enter the overwhelmed feeling. I lounged for a bit, watched an episode of Gilmore Girls along with Smallville, my new addiction. I did the comercials thing. I get up and do something during the comercials, something off the list etc. It usually works out pretty well. After those two shows i’d managed to put a bit of a dent in things and didn’t feel as bad, but it’s still there. I did get quite a few things done, probably half of what i have to do, but the feeling isn’t quite gone. Now that i think about it, it’s probably a bit more work related than home stuff. Was talking to misty the other night and i relized something else i’d been feeling for a while, i fee like there’s something big, change, in my near future. Haven’t manged to figure out what it is just yet, but i’m looking.